ya. it's confirmed nw tt i'm a meridian but i'm not rly happy. not becoz i dun like mj. i quite like mj. it's becoz no close friends r in e same sch as me..

2 mths in mj i've been trying to like it. trying to like it like e way i love NCHS. but it's kinda difficult. i dunno y every morning when i walk to sch i feel like going home. e thought of today it's going to be a long day makes me 1 2 go home. e thought of today there's cca makes me dread most. dun rly haf tt sense of attachment to e new environment. maybe it's rly becoz i'm still not used to it n i can't get over e past..

i've been struggling to juggle btw my cca n sch work. nw i noe it's not ez. 3 x a wk cca is v tiring n sch hrs r long everyday. w e new x table coming up i dun think it'll be any shorter. it'll be longer. dis is only e 1st 3 mths but i'm already afraid of it. hw am i going to cope w it in e future? i dunno. but i'll try to figure it out..

heard e latest news tt those i tot wld be in e same sch w me r not. frm e 8 in training squad left e 3 of us. i enjoy e training squad's training but e happy x r short. soon many of us wun be in it. most of my closer friends r in beta schs. kinda sad but 2 mths le so i'm kinda of get used to it..

dis is juz e beginning of a new journey. i shdn't be pessimistic but think of e bright side of it. nxt wk is e 2nd orientation n maybe our class is going to separate. though dun1 2 part w it i still haf to accept it..

ai yo. i shdn't be so sad la. got posted into mj i shd be happy le. anw it's near n i quite like it wat. so stupid man me. lolx. yeah! suddenly become cheer up le. haha. all e best to everybody wherever u r going..

okiez la. gtg le. c ya..

posted bye capcap16..