today is a sad day 4 me becoz i finally gave up..

today at Compass period we had a 2nd rd of class commitee election. when i heard of tt i was scared n dunno wat 2 do. reach reach reach kept flashing in my mind. den my friends nominated me 2 be e reach rep agn. dis x i was not happy as i was e previous x. coz i cnt cope. den ms.sim asked me:" yx, u 1 2 cont 2 be e reach rep?" i stopped 4 a few seconds b4 replying her:" can i think it over?" den bev spoke 2 me. she knows tt i'm stress over e CIP project CCA n STUDIES. den she said if u rly dun1 den tell e teacher tt u dun1. in e end i rly told e teacher tt i dun1. i'm e PW rep nw..

aft tt i cried in class. haix. e thought of me not being able 2 complete dis project n juz hand over 2 my friend makes me feel tt i'm a useless reach rep. indeed i am. aft calling so many organisations 4 e past few wks there's still no product. some classes had already started. i rly want 2 complete dis reach project n bring every1 together. but i did not manage 2 do it..

dis 2 wks keep on having leg cramp. also dunno y. since e friendly match i had cramps whenever i run or wat de. my pe teacher said maybe it's muscle straint. like tt hw 2 run 2.4. ai yo..

so many things undone. dunno when they'll be done. so many tests coming up n i dunno hw many will i pass..

okiez la. i gtg. c ya. NiTeX..