finally got back all my papers. dis few days waiting for results were sort of hell in e cell for me..
but at least it was beta den waiting for olvls results..

mm i managed to passed my exams. i was quite surprised by some subs esp phy..
actually i'm quite happy but still not rly..
coz i still haf friends worrying for their results..
but still haf to see e overall results. so everything is not confirm..
nv noe tt waiting for promos results can be quite scary..
n i learnt tt i shd not be too pessimistic. sometimes i'm juz too paranoid..
but no choice. e culture in mj makes every1 become so paranoid..

nw tt promos it's over. it's still not hol for us..
PW! i'm getting sort of irritated by it le la..
actually i think we shd applaud 4 pw leaders coz i think they work rly hard(at least for some tt i noe la)..
when i see nas my pw leader i can feel tt she is v stress over pw..
n she always slps at 3 or 4 plus to do pw..
i noe some other ppl also la..
tt's y i feel so guilty. i tried to help her. but i scared i'll put more stress on her lo..
coz my eng is damn bad. so i'm scared tt watever i write she has to edict for me agn which is a waste of time for her..
haix. hw i wish i can help more..

today training was not as bad as last wk's training but it was still bad. lolx..
i nearly went out of breathe n tot i was going to faint or wat..
n i got scolded by my coach. okiez not say scold la but like commented on my strokes quite loudly..
everytime i go for training i'm v stress. coz sometimes when i could not perform some strokes properly i would get scolding..
n den is "scold" infront of every1 la..
last time i love training but nw i feel tt it is a pressure..

haiyo. y am i feeling so "scared" today ah?
scared here scared there so timid leh..

anw tml night maybe going to nad's house to stayover..
noe y? not to play but to do WR! waa sianx..
n tot Sun can go kbox celebrate mau's bday but den haf to do OP. even more sianx..
i cnt do OP de la. i cnt speak eng fluently. though at least nw is beta den when i'm in nchs but i still think i tok rubbish beta. haha..

okiez la. i gtg. c ya. NiTeX!