chat w my tortoise partner cheng yin juz nw..
recalled lots of wonderful memories in nchs..
make me realise hw i rly love nchs..
hw u meet friends who r strangers initially..
whether sad or happy moments..

sometimes when u tot u r satisfied w current situation like friendship..
u may be unwilling to open to new ppl..
as in maybe u r still chen(2) zui(4) in ur past sch life n feel tt nw sch is dreadful..
at least it applies to me..
still feeling dreadful going to sch everyday ( though its hol nw)..
nth to look forward to except for e bell to ring for sch ends..
not like in nchs i hope tt e bell nv rings la..
but at least we hope to go sch early n leave sch v late in e past..
so tt we can wait for each other n go home tgt..
lolx. sounds like pri sch kids but its true..

1 yr has past n im still trying to adapt to e new environment..
quite used to e mugging n other things but still feel kinda lost..
lost as in emotionally..
dun rly feel at home in mj..
maybe i still holding back to e past..
hope n tot tt nchs n mj r e same..
but they r not. totally 2 diff environment..
1 so chi n e other quite eng..
1 i can shout loudly in sch(not rly la). e other u shout ppl might think u siaox. attract attention..

but nw since its already a yr n there's nth i can change abt it..
n i cnt turn back time. so muz well let it be..
Change what you cannot Accept. Accept what you cannot Change..
a new quote i learnt today..
v true n quite cool..

haha being so emo nw..
feel like some old lady thinking back of e times 20yrs ago..
but they r all true..
comes from e bottom of my heart..

Trying hard to reach you, but i can't..