juz nw i sat down thinking out of a sudden w no reason..
dis sudden thought came to my mind..
i asked myself. "am i rly happy?"
well i guess not..

i mean i haf no special reasons to be happy abt..
sometimes when i haf unhappy things there's hardly a time i can rly say it all out..
only once in a while when we chat over e phone den can i spit it all out..
come to think abt it like quite sad ah..

sometimes hw i wish i'm back in sec sch..
at least i'm rly happy there. no doubt..
e times spent in nchs was rly e happiest sch life i had at least till nw..
go to sch w friends. go home w friends..
okiez sound like pri sch kids. lolx. watever..

Trying hard to reach you, but i can't..