ytd night was a v terrible night..
i tot i almost died..

ytd while blogging i suddenly felt v giddy..
but tot maybe juz illusion la den continue..
until i rly cnt tahan anymore i went to apply medicated oil n rest..
it got beta..
but half n hr ltr i felt stomachache..
v painful also dunno y..
den had diarrhea(dunno hw to spell)..
feel like puking..
den felt extremely cold though i asked my mom to off e fan n had blanket..
was shivering extremely hard..
while i was shivering i asked myself am i dying..
haiyo i noe its dumb but dunno y juz had dis thinking..
den i asked my mom to call my dad coz im v scared..
he was not home yet..
at tt time i was also thinking of sth v silly..
if im going to byebye rite mm i want to tell some of my friends sth..
den dis person came 1st to my mind..
also dunno y. so weird. cnt say who la..
my mom lied beside me n said anything call her..
den she fell aslp..
i called her n tapped her so many times den she woke up..
den morn my dad said haiyo ask ur mom take care of u ah..
she sure slp de la. lolx..

i dunwan to get sick..
if i sick cnt go training..
not tt i want to train badly la but last fri i nv go already..
if i dun go agn i scared get scolding..
say y i nv go training agn..
but im not purposely..
dunno they'll understand anot..
so i guess tml i'll juz go..

nv go work today..
my dad called my cousin n told her im sick..
she said rest..
feel so bad coz dis few wks they v bz need ppl..
told her ytd tt i will be there..
but in e end no..
last min notice dunno where can they get ppl to help..

actually im v weak as in physically la..
in sec sch always not feeling well..
4 yrs fainted 7 times..
my sec sch friends they noe..
so nw everytime im not feeling well im worried..
dunno wat will happen..
haiyo dun like e feeling..

Trying hard to reach you, but i can't..