firstly i can use msn live messenger nw..
coz its fixed..
no need to use e lousy window msn anymore..

anw we had friendly match agn today..
2 friendly in 6 days..
not so bad..
played w tampines sec. mm agn..
haha everytime friendly also play w them..
or combine w them..

quite tough actually..
played 1 singles n 2 doubles..
played 2 sets each. no rubble set..
i won e singles n 1 doubles..
but draw e last doubles..
n there's a rule tt say:
if mj draw w tampines..
mj has to get punishment..
mm i wan to say sth..
actually doesn't mean u are older u are beta in skills..
but ppl expect u to be beta though..
like those players in sports sch..
they r so much younger..
but they r obviously beta..
okiez nvm accept it..
so we draw e last doubles..
n we had to run 10rds ard e hall..
its stressful anw..
play w players younger den u..

im quite happy nw..
finally cleared my doubts thats has always been inside me for e past 3 yrs..
its not abt academic or wat..
its some truth thingy but cnt say..
dunno y i juz said out everything that i've been hiding at one go..
if no one asks me dis qns..
i'll properly not say it out all my life..
but im glad u told me those things..
even if its juz to comfort me..
its gd enough for me..

Trying hard to reach you, but i can't..