i dunno wat to say..
suddenly friendship sounds so fragile to me..
i tot we would be beta friends..
yes i tot we rly could be..
but yet it seems we ended up becoming worse..

i dunno whether am i being paranoid..
thinking too much to it..
or is it rly e way it seems to be..
maybe u r not refering to tt matter..
maybe u r not refering to me..
coz we nv rly tok abt it..
i am juz guessing..
i dunno..
i dare not find out e truth..

i juz did wat im supposed to do..
no other intention or wat..
really..
but maybe u dun think it tt way..

u make me feel hw innocent i tot friendship could be..
nw it seems political..
im v disappointed..
disappointed with e outcome..

i've nv felt like dis for a v long time..
i hope i am juz being paranoid..
but e sudden change in reaction makes me think its rly true..
if all dis is juz my sensitive imagination..
i can juz bang e wall n blame myself for thinking too much..
dis few days i am guessing whether r u refering to me..
it is making me feeling so terrible..

Trying hard to reach you, but i can't..