today 31st Dec..
e last day of 2006..
so reflection time. lolx..

honestly speaking 2006 is not really a smooth year for me..
okiez sound like some superstars getting staraward..
firstly. dunno is gd or bad..
first 3 months i got into a sch of my choice..
not because i have a choice..
but too bad prelim too lousy..
dis first 3 months i must say..
shd be e lousiest period of e yr..
as in emotionally..
i dun like school..
dun like anything related to school..

10th Feb got back O lvl results..
how can we forget dis?! haha..
though it seems like its many years ago..
cried alot. cause worried n happy..
and agn dunno isit gd or bad..
post back into e same sch..
good cause heng dis kinda result still can get in here..
bad cause walau why am i back agn?!
why didn't i put in more effort?!
anw juz accept fate..

okiez. now my Most Regretful Choice Of The Year..
choosed a Wrong Subject Combi!
its really wrong big time can!
until now i still cnt forgive myself..
okiez not so serious to that extend..
until now i still cnt accept e fact that i choosed Geo..
IF only i had listen to my friend's advice. IF..

i must say dis year is so different from last time..
a stressful year indeed..
stress with all e tests exams..
upset with all e F F F results i got back..
went crazy with all e Physical Geo stuff that i dun understand AT ALL..
nearly went mad to the extend that i hope to retain..
just so that i wun make e wrong choice agn..
lucky its all over..
but its coming agn soon..

another year of parting with friends..
i came into a new environment..
with no close friends coming tgt with me here..
everything starts anew..
oh ya of cause..
cnt dun say abt dis..
dis year is special for me..
cause i came into an almost Eng school. lolx..
was so surprised then..
almost everyone i know speaks eng..
so no choice have to speak also..
but thx to my friends that i get to speak eng more often..
though i noe my eng suck..
opps vulgar haha..
oh ya n im getting alittle vulgar i think..
as in i start to use words like damn wth..
influence by friends..
okiez la i noe it may be nth..
but i dun say these in e past. Never! haha..

got into a cca not of my choice in e beginning..
but now i dun regret at all..
if i hadn't continue on with badminton..
i wouldn't know how much more i need to improve..
how lousy i am..
how much i have improve since i first came in..
and most importantly..
get to know my badminton teammates. haha..

come to jc makes me cherish e time i have with my old friends..
last time i always tot everything in life would go on smoothly..
as in pri sch-sec sch-jc/poly-university..
but now i dun think that way..
there are many challenges on e way..
now there's one right infront of me..
my phobia for Geography n Physics..
dis 2 let me realise im so weak actually..
not in academic sense..
but psychologically..
haha i sound so professional..
but wat crap am i talking abt..

but other than e unhappy things..
of cause there are some happy stuffs la..
actually i cnt really name them..
i can't think of any!!
ahh there's one..
finally i got to do sth i wish to do..
be a grp facilitator at TaoNan P4 Camp Pyramid..
that was a memorable event..
it was fun fun fun all e way!
and PW also..
dun think im crazy..
its e grp meeting n stayover doing PW that makes it real fun!
oh ya and wendy's chalet at sentosa..
also really fun!

anw i learnt many things also..
like manage my time????
mm think i haven learnt that well enough..
haiyo can't think of anymore..
will just rmb them in my heart..

of cause many things happen also..
and many things i dun wish to know but i just know them..
yeah no wonder ppl say Truth Hurts..

that shd be abt it for my reflection..
ive grown up alittle!

Happy New Year!