i hate training terribly now..
e dreadness even outweighs e slightest motivation i once had
of spending e little time w my badminton teammates..
keep telling myself not to give up..
but its not working..

now peak training season..
having to cope w both studies n cca..
my weighing balance is overloaded..
n walau..
i dun understand arenes..
e lecturer can't u juz slow down?
abit?
im not e only one feeling dis way..
almost everyone..
so its not my fault rite?