i think e doc is so afriad to see me..
or rather he got irritated..
haha so funny..
ytd my dad n i decide whether to go specialist or xray for too long..
den he got sort of impatient..
n hinted tt he got lots of patients outside..
dis morn aft e xray..
e radiologist asked me to pass e report to him..
i knocked e door n went in..
dis time w my mum..
den when my mum started asking qns..
he said " ytd we had a LONG discussion w e dad already."
haha. damn funny..

juz now went ys house w yy n kl..
was supposed to film a video for sp as bday gift..
but no digicam no nth..
we "did" alot..
so we ended up playing bridge instead..
after playing so many rds..
as a beginner/noob i have a conclusion..
no need think too much..
anyhow play also can win..
sia la dunno y i won many rds today..
among them im really a noob can..
only played twice b4..
but who cares..
i realised juz play along w ur partner if u dunno how to play..
lolx. shall practise more..

wanted to study for tests today..
but den nv really go according to schedule..
disappointed..

my back prob is abit diff now..
last few days i felt terrible pain when i bent down..
but i felt normal when i sat down..
now diff..
i felt pain when i bend down but not as terrible as e last few days..
BUT i cnt sit properly..
its v uncomfortable..
like sth pressing on my back part..
feels like its going to break..
sianx. tot i recover abit..
really destroy my mood to study..

feel really guilty dis few days..
my back prob seems to have bring alot of worries to my parents..
i noe my parents r v worried..
from their expression i noe..
my mum told me that she sees me like dis..
she has no mood..
my ah ma even called me twice..
though my hokkien sux n she dun understand wat im toking abt most of e time..
she still calls me..
haix. if that's e case..
maybe i shdn't even have told them my back pains..
den they would't have to worry so much..
sorry..

trying to hide my worries behind a smile..