maybe someday i would die of tiredness..
mon thurs pe..
tue wed fri training..
dis is not e first time..
last yr also experienced e same thing..
but walau im not a machine okiez!
no use saying dis..
it dun change anything..

had bens n jerries ice cream party today..
a treat from teacher..
so nice of her..
i stole 1 tub for my badminton friends..
so nice of me..

feeling quite terribly down juz nw..
dunno y..
last time in nchs we wun ask ppl to shut up..
others also would not do that to me..
even if there's rly someone who did that..
i would be angry..
but now come to mj shut up its like so common..
u hear that every moment..
so even when ppl said shut up to me jokingly of coz..
i wun mind..
but not when someone said it to me..
i noe u were jk n dun mean it..
juz like anyone else would say shut up so normally..
but too bad it came from u..
disappointed..

sometimes im thinking relationships are so amazing..
i wonder y close friends can become apart so suddenly..
n y 2 total strangers can become close friends so soon..
i wonder y im not especially good at anything..
wonder y i like to wonder so much but yet i dun get any ans..

wondering where am i..