tired. im really tired..
stressful. im really stressful..
there's no space to breathe..
no space to turn ard..
struggling with studies trainings tournaments at one go..
sometimes i feel like giving up..
sometimes i wonder if i had make e right choice..

wednesday was principal's talk..
quite inspiring as usual..
dun think im crazy. like listening to principal..
listened to e story of Dr William Tan..
how he overcomes all e obstacles he faced..
though he is wheelchair-bound..
how his sis carried him up 10 stories to classroom in pri sch..
n den we complain when our classroom is only 4th stories high..

anw i got a surprise today..
received my last yr's belated bday present from my badminton friends..
its a wallet from e wallet shop..
actually they bought it last yr n wanted to give it to me..
but den they saw i had a new wallet also from wallet shop from my bro
when i came for training last yr. lolx..
n kept forgetting to give me..
so now den i received..
but its okiez. i still love it anw..
thx!

ppl do change..
i change abit too i guess..
ever since i come to jc im being more lame den ever..
trying to make my friends ard me happy..
with my lame jokes..
n of cause trying to reduce e moodswings i used to have..
i think i sort of succeeded in doing that..
though i look like im happy..
always jk ard talking nonsense..
but maybe no one knows im not really happy actually..
hiding my sorrows behind a smile..

have i done enough?
have i been listening to u enough?
have i been there for u when u need someone?
though its a short journey but hope u enjoy it..
cause i do..