
posted : Friday, February 23, 2007
title :
very tired..
to think i can fall aslp watching my fave show.. so im really tired.. felt damn useless twice today.. seeing e ppl ard me feeling down.. yet i cnt do anything abt it.. makes me feel im not gd enough.. i do have my own probs.. but i can't tell anyone.. ya i mean no one.. or rather i dun have e courage to say out.. hiding behind a smile every moment.. geo blocktest is tested on every chaps.. YES I MEAN EVERY CHAPs FROM JC1 TILL NOW!!!! just kill me now.. physical geo. population. economic geo. urban geo. hydrology.. wth. its over 40 chaps.. n with physical geo in it.. im gonna fail big time.. n i mean it.. u wun noe how much i really dun understand abt physical geo.. i really noe nth.. nth from e 10chaps.. ok maybe 5%.. im not jk at all.. 3hrs for e paper.. i think its too much time for me.. nth to write.. every geo lec im waiting for e bell to ring.. from e moment i step into e LT.. i've been counting down.. have to go thru tough time studying geo for e nxt 3 weeks agn.. hate tt feeling.. always wanna cry when i flip thru those "stranger" notes.. agn i wan to say: I Truely Regret! yeah i noe its not v nice to say dis during cny.. but sometimes i wonder.. when e day comes when i have to disappear from dis planet.. will anyone cry for me?? wan to noe e ans but yet scared to noe.. haha.. tell u sth.. i found a new idol! Daniel Philip Henney! he's a mixed. korean+British.. how cool. haha.. 188cm tall.. n a super nice build body.. shall not describe any further.. just see for urself.. how's my taste?? not bad rite? haha.. You learn you can do your best when it's hard, even when you're tired and maybe hurting a little bit. It feels good to show some courage. - Joe Namath Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong. - Ella Fitzgerald |