i think i suck..
now i noe where i stand and its juz nowhere..
aft today's match..
i lost all "confidence" in me..
watever effort i put in b4..
its all a waste..
my mind was in complete blank thru out..
wat was i thinking?
nth..
Worst match i ever had..
thru out dis 5 yrs..
n to think dis may probably be my last tournament..
yes it juz $%$*$%#&

today e my friend table tennis team asked if i can help them play comp..
yes it did cross my mind to help them..
coz since my main cca just cnt make it..
must well play table tennis..
maybe i can do beta in it..
well in e end i nv..
sry friend..

down at e bottom of e well