
posted : Saturday, March 17, 2007
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my dad supports me to give up geo for dis blocktest..
but work hard on it aft tt.. thx dad! i need some1 to tell me that.. i need some1's assurance that my giving up is not a bad choice.. i rly cnt take it anymore.. cnt slp for 6nights.. 5 more nights to go.. it's tearing me apart.. mentally n physically.. to e extent i nearly tore my notes.. an urge to msg my teacher i wan to give up.. i cried.. yes give up is a sign of weakness.. a sign of no determination.. but i gave geo up for e sake of other subs.. i take n give up somethings.. does that mean im weak? im a failure? can some1 tell me its not a wrong move? anw.. imagine how great if u could make an impact on other ppl's life.. imagine u r someone's source of motivation someday.. wao damn cool! i found mine in badminton.. not 1 but 3.. still can't decide whose e best. haha.. just like how ruixi plucks up e courage to stay by quan.. how i hope some1 would come up to me someday n say "u changed my life".. not negatively la of coz.. its damn cool! ok that'll be my upmost dream. haha.. |