once agn beaten by u..
in e mind..
in e heart..
in e soul..
tot i could make it..
now i noe i wun be able to..
make me realise agn..
maybe life isn't all abt achieving wat u wan..
its a journey of finding a true self..
whether have u been true to urself..
to try ur best in e process of achieve some goals..
they r rly good. better den me..
can't deny e fact..
i just wan to cross dis barrier in my mind..
e huge obstruction that i cnt make it..
u try. ppl try..
u work hard. ppl work hard too..
its hard not to feel e way im feeling now..
so dumb to encourage others while me myself can't do it..
yes maybe its true..
everything in life is all fated to..
u gain sth n u lost some..
maybe i gain e experience n lost e chance..
watever isit..
discourage thou i am..
im still trying..

still waiting..
yes maybe i'll lose my bet..