mixed feelings
should i be happy that overall im satisfied
or sad that i lost my last chance?
just when i thought i've been doing well
n that i could do something for them
i screwed it all up
IF only i could
maybe it wouldn't end up this way
what a way to end everything
regret big time
i didnt mean to do this

anyway today marks e end of our badminton journey
so many things about this journey
e ups n downs. e emotional pressure
e tireness. satisfaction
n most importantly. e friends i meet here
if not because of them
maybe life would have been different in mjc
still remember when we started all out with strangers
now i really love them all. seriously
we trained hard. fought hard
ate hard. laughed hard together
team dinners. team towels
team jokes. team cheers
waiting for e bus. KL trip. everything
every little thing counts

maybe e badminton court is one of e most amazing places
just a small rectangle with a net in between
so much feelings in it
we played. laughed. cried. perspired. fell down in there
got satisfaction from there
what's more got insulted in there
everything anything is in there

no more trainings
but e memories stay on