feeling so nausea now
and giddy
makes me feel like im in secondary school
always very weak
not like im super fit now
but i was weaker in the past
ok. random

after some experiments
realise i cannot study at home in the afternoon
i tried. ya tried
but failed
end up having to study till late into the night
england vs brazil-3am
should watch or should not

i know i need to stop thinking about it
but i don't know how