finally finally 4/7
i've long for this day to come
feel so much "lighter" now
hope i can sleep well tonight
horrendous days are over
more to come
recharge your battery
and start all over again
2 weeks later of cause. haha

sucks. there's school tomorrow

hey ahDy
i understand everything and been through it ya
know this kinda thing not easy to say out
and it's definitely not easy to go through it
but you can just tell me anything about it
no need to feel shy or whatever
i will definitely be there
cause i know its terrible

knowing that everything you once had
is gone just like that in one night
unacceptable in the beginning
but it motivates you to become stronger

not being unreasonable
just no longer believe even if you really mean it

oh gosh! why am i doing all this?
when i don't even want to
if you are happy
sucks!


其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由


每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱


其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心


我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心
害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你


可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里
最后一句其实还爱你