i don't know what else to say
seriously and honestly
i can't see a single ray of hope for geography now
no longer anymore
i thought finally for once i understood at least abit of what i studied
after 1.5 years. after we changed new notes
after i finally got that bit of love for geog
after i sacrificed so much time for other subjects just for it
i still failed. failed badly
i expected myself to fail
but i didn't expect myself to feel so bad over it
i won't even care less last time
but i don't know why. i feel damn ^%$%^&^*
it just brings me back to the regret that's always in me
maybe because there's not much time left
maybe because no one can give me hope
totally demoralised

it's hard to encourage other people
when i don't even feel encouraged

i hope you were there
to give me the strength to carry on