
posted : Sunday, July 22, 2007
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just kill me please
with a knife or whatever maybe a gun would be better die faster i hope I CAN'T STUDY!!!! SO WHAT if im willing to lead a boring life for the next 4 months i still fall asleep in the afternoon tell me why my sleeping god just likes to find me after lunch?? SO WHAT if i planned my timetable for 1 and 3/4 hours drew the table so nicely with pencil ruler eraser and stick it straight on the wall with all the motivational quotes i gave myself 3rd day only and i did not follow it SO WHAT if im afraid of everything and feel guilty everytime i take a nap i still come online to rant about all this shit now SO WHAT if you were out of my mind for a moment you came back soon enough to kill me wth. i hope i had more self-motivation or whoever whatever to motivate me thanks someone for being there then and now please stay there and bring me through all this ok. enough of all this back to mugging |