never attend school yesterday
partly cause i Think i was unwell
mainly i didn't feel like going to school
school makes you stress
homework homework and just homeworkS
trying to escape away from them just for 1 day
and then don't ask your friends what homework you have for that day
i think it helps me to feel less stressful
for A Moment

you know what?
sometimes i think we are facing the battle alone
it's pointless to tell your friends how stressful you are
because they are also feeling as bad as you
why add on to their stress?
it's pointless to tell your parents also
they will tell you not to feel so stress and just try your best
but they don't understand
tell teacher? nah
they think their subject is the only subject you take
last option-my brother
already facing so much pressure for his Os
and here am i telling him almost everyday that i want to die
oh gosh. poor chap

it's great to know you make someone's day
thanks nas! i didn't know my words can keep you going for awhile
now who keeps me going?

sometimes i hope i have some kind of super power
those that can read other people's mind
then i'll know what my friends are thinking about
and know what to say and do to make them happy
but it's not a good idea also
what if you know you aren't as important in some of their hearts
then that will be so saddening
some secrets are not meant to be said
that's why it's called Secrets what. ok crap

watched my tph show just now
finally i can watch 1 episode
he's so so so so so cute and funny and handsome and cool
as usual. hahaha
i know you guys don't agree with me
it's ok. tph Wo Ting Ni!!

we must laugh at least once a day
if not we'll breakdown
just like what mzqr said
i think we are all going to breakdown sooner or later
so easy to encourage your friends jiayou we are all in this together
what crap. i feel guilty everytime i say this to a friend
cause i don't even feel encouraged myself
so better laugh 10 times a day now
before you don't even know what is hahahaha

i wonder how all those people went through all these shit
and still come out in one piece
you guys are strong

damn it. this post is so demoralising