tired. im tired already
tired of all these crap we are going through
tired of thinking about the future
tired of all the worries
tired of studying things that i don't understand
i feel like giving up at times
that's what im afraid of
to give up
that will be the last to happen please
i hope i can sleep forever

beginning to accept the fact that we aren't that close now
nothing much to talk
or rather don't even talk
im surprised that i can live with it