yesterday(thurs) was a super fun day
played table tennis with pearlin after school
felt like a real noob. haha
then went PS to celebrate cal's birthday with The Clique
full attentance again. yeah!
really enjoyed myself at the celebration
after pizzahut dinner. we went outside PS
yy played the guitar while the rest of us sang birthday songs for cal
in the middle of the road. late at night. wearing our uniforms
hey cal! we did this silly yet touching thing for you
aren't you touched? you better be. hahaha
and then sat down in the middle of the road
chatted chatted n chatted
it was fun to say how all our grades sucks together
how the endless projects and mugging are driving us crazy
and many many things
though we don't always get to have full attentance
everyone still makes a point to turn up even when we are sick
and kl. you asked me why i always sound so sad in my blog
the point is i don't feel sad at all with you all
i hate the parting part
because ALL of you live in hougang and sengkang
can take the same train home together
im e ONLY lonely soul to live in pasir ris
nevermind. used to it already
4 more months of sufferings left
though we'll go into the battlefield individually ultimately
we are going through these all together ya?
and the tons of stupid projects
causing countless sleepless nights
they will soon be over and done with ya?
hang on there people!!
im struggling too

mug with pearlin today
ended up talking 1/3 of the time. haha
it's always like this
like my teacher said
this time round. you got to give up everything
give up computer?
not now yet. i still need my happy hour
i tried "sacrificing" my afternoon nap to study in school
so that i would not waste time
and can make myself super tired to sleep at night
this is a huge sacrifice k?
so many days passed and i have not completed 1 chapter of any subject
but only feel tired after dinner and can't continue anymore
plan A failed
what's plan B?
and i kept talking during lectures this few days
HEY can you stop talking and be more serious now??

didn't know skipping that stupid talk would cause so much trouble
ok. not really that much
just don't like to write letters and letters
hey i bet many people thought it was a waste of time also right

suddenly realise i was overcrazy over my idol that day
now i find it ridiculous that i actually blogged that

walau jel. im disappointed you know
at least i was there and will be there
why do you say till no one's around?

i've regretted once
don't wish to regret a second time