how many times do you talk to yourself a day?
do you feel that when you are on the verge of breaking down
there's this like angel and devil thing keep talking to you?
i think i talk to MYSELF alot these days
as in i keep psycho-ing myself
"its ok. just keep trying. life is not just about... whatever is it. whatever..."
then when im stuck again with my beloved subject
there will be this "random" thought of giving up
all right. not really random. it's always inside me
ahhh Mr.Giving Up. please go away. as far as you can
don't look for me. if possible. my door's not opened for you
i think i know what's my problem
but i don't seem to know how to overcome it!!

farewell assembly today
fun? not really
the videos were all right
but i just don't really have that sad "parting parting" 舍不得 feeling
maybe abbbiiiit only
or maybe not for now
eh but im not heartless ok
some faces came to my mind la