life is so not interesting now that i got nothing interesting to say
i look forward to nothing now. except payday!!
then i can clear all my debts and get a gift for myself
and also gifts to friends whom i "owe". haha
now i realise i can resist spending on anything except....
FOOD!!
i can spend like 20++bucks on a workday just on food
this is soooo not good but good at the same time
good cause i feel that why not eat when we can
bad cause you gain "something" and feel guilty after that
but the guilty feeling goes off after awhile. really awhile
haix. control please....

im so so so envy my brother
one heavy burden off his load now (ps: dunno how to phrase that)
whatever....
put down a worry and move on to a new phase in life. how cool
but i dont really feel like moving on to the Working phase
and now i realise(again)
sometimes people work so hard at work is to please their boss
hoping they can get a pay rise or promotion or whatever
but in studies you work hard is for yourself
ok maybe to "please" your teachers too
hoping they can be nice and give you more marks
eh wait. work so hard at work is also for yourself what
pay raise is like the extra marks
alright. doubt you understand wth im talking about
in a simplified manner. working hard at work credit might go to others
but in studies. its yours
sometimes its good to be a student
we are forever a student

i hope someday in the future i can really 探讨人生
探讨为什么we react in some manner
question the so called "social norms" and question my questions
think about why we treat the people around us differently
as in more in depth
and why i always make life so tiring

oh ya my tang sao has a weird theory. but it sounds good
suffer for 5working days and only rest for 2weekends is not enough
maybe can off on monday cause people have monday blues
then tues work for halfday
wed thurs full day. fri halfday
i like it=)

i would like to know why is everyone saying Cloverfield sucks??
really that bad meh??
newspaper gave 2stars. online gave 1
i find it ok what. ok FRIEND and AEI thinks so too haha

oh ya. met mzqr on wed
finally the dreamland lovers renuion again. haha
thanks for this=)