now i really really do know whats Hard Earn Money
when i received my Dec pay today(which was only 4.5days)
i was like more touched than happy. which i dont know why
maybe this job is different from my previous jobs
not so carefree and all.
and i only know i am like so busy everyday
too occupied with things to do. that i got no time to think about other stuffs
now finally using adult fare. so it is really expensive to travel
and i dont like politics...
just a week only and i can feel the tension going on
there's still a long way to go

i dont like this feeling. really...