not that there's no work tomorrow
its only halfday! until 12pm only!!
so happy. for the first time halfday is until 12pm
it was 3pm all along=)

i wanna say something. i feel so so so guilty since this morning
i was on the train going to work
i didnt notice a pregnant lady diagonally infront of me
until the train just left Tampines
then when i noticed. i wanted to offer my seat to her
though every morning i hope i dont have to stand in the train
but i hesistated... NOT cause i want to sit
BECAUSE im not very sure if she's really pregnant. really!!
she looks like she is yet she dont
and she was reading newspaper standing up
so i dont dare to offer her my seat
afraid that what if she's NOT. then walau
not only i paiseh. she will be even lagi jialat
later she thinks i think she's mm you know...
haix. i struggled very hard inside me lo
all the way from Tampines to Bugis...
in between i wanted to stand up many times
then i kept "staring" at her stomach
to see if she's pregnant(STUPID!!)
i dont see other people offering their seats to her lo
maybe they are also struggling inside haha
shit. but i still feel guilty...

anyway Happy Chinese New Year!! =)
(in advance)

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