i have alot to say

IM OFFICIALLY OUT OF YKK HOLDING(YHA)!!
omg i cant believe im actually typing this
the moment i've been waiting for 4months and 1day is here and over
still remember my first day of work there on Xmas Eve 2007
so "fast" 4months are gone just like that
i feel as if i was just there for 2months
yet they are slow cause those times werent that happy
4months i would have been a permanent stuff already

today is perhaps the greatest day at work
no lao wu po(she took leave). maybe her farewell gift for me
so the day wasnt filled with tension and fear. but i had mixed feelings
happy and yet sad
i stayed up last night till 2.30am to prepare 17 gifts and cards for those non-jap colleagues
my dad thought i was finding trouble for myself. but i dont think so actually
after all this is my first office job and i stayed for 4months. pretty long i think
and i cant imagine i actually gave a card to that woman
do you know how hard it was for me to write to her??
its like asking me to write 10 geog essays
but in the end my "Angel" won my "Devil"
my colleagues organised a farewell lunch for me and treated my share.
took pictures. exchanged contacts
then nearing to 5.30pm i gave them the gifts
i felt like crying the whole day. for the first time i hope 5.30 dont come so quickly
anyway i did something real stupid when i was about to leave
it was very late already. most people have left
i went to the washroom outside. then i realised i forgot something
i returned my Access Card to my boss already! oh shit im stuck outside. stupid me
i dont dare to press the doorbell. because most people inside are the jap expatraites
i did not dare to ask them open door for me. they are like big bosses
so i waited and waited for the lucky one to save me
then just nice one jap colleague came out from the lift. heng ah

and i think the "way i left office" was quite funny and memorable
ok im a receptionist. so part of my job is to open door for guests/outsiders
like i said i returned my access card already
so the only way i can leave is to press the "Door Open" button from my desk
and so this is the first and last time i pressed that button for myself to leave
when it was my job as a recept everyday
how memorable for me. perhaps only i can feel it

for now. i do miss my colleagues. they are very nice people
i miss the aunty who comes every morning to clean the office
this morning she said something that touched me
and also another aunty who helps clean the washroom everyday outside
thanks colleagues! thanks aunties! and also YKK
because i learnt alot alot here
YKK will always be apart of me because they are in my jeans pants bags everything
they do zippers and fastening products etc..
Bye YKK!

im officially JOBLESS now again=)