yes finally. my 300th entry
wao thats like quite alot right?
its filled with happiness sadness madness meaningless and endless..
but still a Looongggg way behind jel's 800plus plus entries
bet she's damn free hahaha so sorry

until this age. i still got tricked on April Fool Day
April Fool is just another day. nothing special. but i know its April Fool
then during lunch. i received a msg from my "BELOVED" mzqr
"Hey mzqr. im in hospital now=("
(with a sad emoticon somemore)
at that point i didnt even remember whats April Fool
i was like really from the bottom of my heart shocked scared and of cause worried
and was thinking oh shit what happened and to take leave also
(cause i dont think she will be so childish to bluff me)
so i immediately called back and asked are you ok everything
then i heard this weird sad and felt like crying voice made me think its for real
then...
"你为什么打来？我在睡觉”
what the....
and mzqr still said at least this is the first time i took initiative to call her....
hey hey to whoever. i say out is not cause im angry or what dont worry
haha i just feel so dumb and whatever

gonna buy a present i've been wanting for so long for Myself tomorrow
always buy presents for people. its time for me. excited=)

3.5 weeks left in that sickening place
happy like mad!