Euro 2008 not as exciting as i thought
maybe not many people watching and no England this year
so sianx!!

i realise i work in JL for quite some time already
but i havent really bought anything yet. except twice for food
other than no interesting clothes that i like there
and maybe cause i know how dirty and untidy the things are there now
and i keep talkina about JL
think i am becoming more and more aunty
more and more impatient when queueing up
and that day i kena said by an ahma
something that no people in service line would want to hear
"hmph. 做工脸臭臭"
i feel bad and angry somehow
bad cause i know i shoudnt show black face during work
but then there was like a mega sales going on. the crowd made us want to faint
you can hardly walk your way through the crowd. no exaggeration
and then i was alone in the fitting room
dealing with the mountain of clothes people threw there
people still continued to throw me their unwanted clothes
i just cant bring myself to smile back. and only said "ok"
i think i only said Ok to this ahma. when i think i am "supposed" to SMILE
so yeah

anyway i suddenly feel that we are like young adults now
apply to schools ourselves. so many things to be done
when all these were done by our parents when we were younger
in a few years time. we will be a "Real adult"
i dont want to grow up so fast actually
if we can forever be like this. how great
but too bad we cant!

friday 13th. somehow not a lucky day
but a memorable one i will always remember=)