school is starting soon. this time another new chapter of my life
and its gonna be a very big change from what i am used to
but im not very looking forward to it. guess many people feels the same
partly is cause of the carefree life now
just work and play and go out and watch tv and sleep
no stress. no assignment. no dateline. no burden
and most importantly. im afraid that i would drift apart from my family and friends
stay in hall would mean lesser time at home. lesser time spend with family
and now i realise most of my better friends are going to different uni from me
though its like you part from secondary school and go to different jcs and polys
but somehow it feels different
people say the older you are. you have lesser friends. is it true?
mzqr said i always dont take initiative. she's not the only one to say this
i know im the kind who always dont dare take initiative and more of 被动
but that doesnt mean im not sincere i dont care
just that sometimes i think too much into things that probably dont exist
thats why im afraid that i would drift apart from my friends sooner or later
maybe i already do so now
wth am i thinking about all these now. maybe im just being paranoid