until this day. 2months and 4days
a sudden realisation that i've wasted time long enough
not over "nothing". not over something "worthless". i hope
but just something that makes me feel dumb and naive
yet it allows me to open my eyes bigger
allows me to understand myself better
though its alittle late. better late than never
and also let me know there are friends who care. whom i can turn to
school is starting. i want the old me back
and i stress again. im keeping that diary for Myself

its not hard to sing along i wantED you
and i want a New Beginning for me =)

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my one and only Ah Cheng Xiao Gui!!