How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I've lost, my heart is breaking
I don't wanna make the same mistake

Did you ever doubt your dream will ever come true?
Did you ever blame the world and never blame you?
I will never...Try to live a lie again
I don't wanna win this game if I can't play it my way

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
Realize on what I lostYou know you can
Bet on it, bet on it Bet on it, bet on it Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say?
Bet on it, bet on it Bet on it, bet on it

Oh...Hold upGive me room to think
Bringin' it on down
Gotta work on my swing
Gotta do my own thing Oh...

Hold up.. It's no good at all
To see yourself and not recognize your face
Out on my own, it's such a scary place
The answers are all inside of me
All I gotta do is believe

-HSH2 Bet On It


i listened to this almost everyday when i was studying for geog last year
i cant say it was fully effective for the result i got
but at least it was good enough to bring me through
but listening to it again now doesnt seem to help at all

you know what is it like to spent the whole afternoon of nearing 5hours
just on 1 econs tutorial and yet you cant really do it??
i forced myself to read through the textbook on that chapter
spent like 3hours doing that
then i thought ok i think i understand
and when i start doing wth
there's never a time when i dont stare at each question
for at least 15mins before i can crap some rubbish down
it always happens when im doing econs
not say i dont face this when im doing maths
but at least not that jialat
so i thought i can finish 3 tutorials before i go back hall
3 your head la 3! next time just aim lower
i know im not the only one facing this problem
you reading this now are feeling the same too
but somehow when you are ultimately stress or depress
you feel that your problem is like the whole world to you
other people's problem doesnt seem to matter as much
you get what i mean?
i believe perhaps there were many a times when the word "give up" appeared in your mind
but you know we cant
there's too many people to account to. and to yourself too
and i know im like repeating all this shit so many times
that you and i are sick of it
but its true

to jel: why mentioned that sensitive name in your blog?!!
and i havent talk to you for the longest time
i want to rant all those above to you
i know you wont mind cause u will just leave your com and do ur work
HAHA oops sorry!!
we need to have the ocean family meet up man

and the Clique seriously need to gather. AGREE??