that day i said micro paper was bad
macro today was worse
and i know for sure i wont make it through tml's c++ paper
cause i just started studying for it after macro paper
due to my late start to revision which i said a million times
i already screwed up all my tests midterms
seriously you dont know how badly i did
i was stunt too(not that i thought i would do well)
is really down there compared to the rest of the cohort
and this time i bet its gonna be worse
walau why am i so screwed up this time??
i know i rant about this a million times again
and again its my fault
but im bloody scared you know!!
i gave myself excuse ok maybe im not used to uni style of studying at first
and i WILL work harder next sem
walau what lousy excuse la
we all know its hard to pull up ur gpa if you do very badly in the beginning
and you will sure hear me rant about this whole cycle again next sem
ok. i need some self-reflection time

and im seriously getting crazy over some stupid stuff
after talking to sp today. and much thinking
maybe i should really do it. if not it'll just never go away
but i need encouragment. and i mean alot alot of it

ok enough of all the unhappy stuff
im super scared of my fridge now
it suddenly gives out the "boom or te4" sound every half hour since yesterday
and they are very loud
walau its really very scary la
imagine your fridge makes so much weird weird sound
and you are alone in a small room. ys went home
i damn scared it will just explode
so i off the switch haha. and took out the some food
and now its dripping water out....
i suddenly miss my roomie sia
HEY ROOMIE!! we finished your honeydew but we dont want your banana bread!!=)