this day last year. we were still mugging damn hard for the BIG As
and thinking YES this day next year we are out of this shit
i asked myself today. got meh?? got better meh??
haha okok cannot say its not alittle better now
at least not THAT worse off
still remember that really hopeless feeling
as the days drew near towards As
you felt like crying everyday
you were pessimistic in almost everything
you planned what to do if you cant make it
you cant see where you are heading to
you had so many regrets in your head
you were just feeling so hopeless!!
right?
so glad no need to go through that particular journey again
its something i will never want to experience again
i bet you too
so all the more we should treasure what we have now
but... i work harder next sem can?
i think ah this time really cannot la haiyo
i got 80% of THAT feeling again haha
i make no sense...

my phone spoilt
i lost my contacts and im using a very very old no camera phone
still have to wait till end of Dec to change phone tsk...
very long leh

i am controlling myself
i will not allow myself to fall again