I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
all you've ever meant to my life

I dont want to let you down
I dont want to lead you on
I dont want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
Im not sure Im worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just cant live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
Theres nothing left to say but good-bye

if there's any word on earth that i want to say now
its gonna be Sorry....
and if there's anything i could hope for you now
its gonna be for you to be happy....

i thought it wouldnt affect me much
but seems like im not as strong as i thought
the saying 失去了才懂得珍惜 is so true
hopefully we will grow out of it

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