sorry not trying to act emo
but just let me get some out of me

walking down the same path feels so different now
just a week but everything changes
that few words
i wouldnt think much in the past
but now the same words. the same concern
means differently to me

now looking back. i think i totally suck
suck to the core that i dislike myself
if there really is the time machine i wanted
i'll make sure i change myself this time

i may sound determined few days ago
i have no regrets because i know this is the right decision
but i dont know why im not as strong as i thought
maybe its really like what people says the process
time will heal everything

second night into the flood
the flood comes without warning
its tiring to pretend im ok when im not alone
sorry but its only now when im alone that i can be true to myself
and to my friends who knows
thank you all for your concern
i will make sure i make you laugh the next time i see you=)

ok hopefully this will be the last time im gonna mention this