sorry i just need to rant a history repeat itself story again

super super regret never SU maths module which i failed midterm
many people SU it because we all know its damn hard
i was determined not to use my SU this sem
and i havent really started that hard chapter so i thought maybe its not that hard
now that the dateline is over and i studied the chapter
i really dont understand a shit
i look at solutions do tutorial still dont know how to do. kns
i feel so stress that i felt my brain exploding
and also another very hard econs module which i took because of my friends
walau why did i even take it?
and that one cannot even SU. sucks..
why am i always making the wrong decisions?
why do i never learn from my mistakes?
on the verge of breaking down
a life full of regrets

if you were almost here....