"家家有本难言的经"
indeed true
我今天突然有很多感触，也很想用华文把它写下来
最近知道了几个真实故事，让我又“庆幸”又伤心
庆幸是因为我知道原来还有很多人跟我一样，我不是一个人。
伤心就不需要说，因为能够感同身受。
真的，也许每个人的笑里都蔵着不为人知的秘密，
再开心的人也或许是装出来的。
我知道每个人都有他的问题，
家事这种敏感话题不应该随便拿出来讲，
我也不敢随便跟别人说，但有时还真的蛮累的。
算了，本来脑子里有许多话要说，
但想一想还是别说了。
life still has to go on

jel asks me not to blog in chinese. hahaha. silly gal

i realise there's another thing that i regret not doing this holiday
i never really met up friends that i planned to meet
either once or twice or some totally never meet at all
friends that i was once very close with
friends that i thought would stay close forever
some seconday jc friends la apart from Clique
cause we meet up many times this holiday
isit cause of dance? haha. ok but this is good la
i keep going out this holiday
like almost everyday except when im working
but where the hell have i been sia?
how come go out so many times but never manage to meet everybody?
and for this i feel very bad
people always say that as we grow older
we would have lesser time for friends
then sooner or later will totally lose contact
shit la i suddenly feel very scared leh
i dont want to from good friends to friends to stangers
but i just want to say that even if i never initiate to meet up
or we seldom meet up
those people that were once important to me are still important to me
you should know who you are la
so weird to state it here haha
ok enough of being emo today
i havent been emo for a long long time

the aunty at my workplace suddenly called me this afternoon
telling me that she wants to lend me another 5 hk drama
omg. how long am i going to take to finish it all?
i kept telling her i really dont need cause she already lent me 2
but she insists cause she feels that i might be bored when im jobless
haha ok bo bian. just accept her kindness ba
can take this chance to improve my cantonese
i think im getting better=)
i also dont know why i have a special interest for this dialect
at first i find it the most soothing and nicest of all dialects i know
(ok basically only 2-hokkien and cantonese '_''')
then i always wanted to learn a full canto song without much error
so it happens that i watched my first full canto version Moonlight Resonance
and follows by the many many im watching now
im so in love with hk drama
i still prefer hongkong-ians actors to korean and japanese
ok not prefer. i totally have no interest for the latter now
(i used to like soh ji sup)
so sorry about that. i know im gonna piss off many friends =x

oh and remember to watch 唐心风暴 on channel 8
its a MUST WATCH show
i assure you you will not regret