yeahhh i finally did my FIRST tutorial of the sem!!!!
seriously im very very proud of myself
i finally get down serious with my work for the first time of the sem
can you imagine? its already thursday of 3rd week and i only just started studying
i really mean it when i say i never study at all
until mon when i suddenly 真的怕了
mon after our usual Sports Day session
we skipped a non graded mod lecture again which is like from 5.30-8.30
and went jp for dinner
my bao bei just randomly say go her house stayover(she wasnt serious)
and i really just stayed over at her house. invited of cause
cool right so impromptu haha
i love this kinda random stuff. like say supper jiu supper. mj jiu mj
ok then at her house i suddenly realised sucks wth am i doing here?
shouldnt i be studying? i planned to study
i had so many random stuff to attend to this week
tues watched badminton match. wed watched cheer leading competition
(oh btw my hall is the champion this year again=))
then thurs was supposed to watch liang wen ying's concert in NTU
but i gave my ticket away in the end cause 我真的怕了
its already end of week 3 and i still dont know whats going on in week 1's lecture
and do think im taking 7 mod this sem=x
needa be serious!!=x

like i said its a downward sloping curve
year 1 sem 1 i think i did almost all tutorials beforehand even if i dont know how to
year 1 sem 2 well still acceptable
year 2 sem 1 at least did the first 2 tutorials for some but some totally never touch at all
year 2 sem 2 kns never even do the first tutorial
真的活该。连我自己都看不下去

am i really not serious?
not referring to my studies. but the way i talk
since the start of school at least 5 uni friends said im not serious when i talk
or say im crap
because i try to joke or be funny when i talk
then they dont know when am i serious and when am i joking
so they assume im joking and always add a "Serious?" after what i say
and it gets irritating at a point because sometimes
i REALLY mean what i say sia
they even teased me that if one day i die and say my wish before i die
they will ask "Serious??" -_-'''
but they dont mean the bad way la
i said i will be serious from now on but they asked me not to
next time when i say im gonna faint or im being kidnapped
please believe me

i also should try to reduce the number of embarassing things i do
this week i did a few more embarassing stuffs
apart from the 认错人 incident which im not gonna elaborate
today after dinner with my friends in the canteen
i super gei2 kiang3. wanted to balance 2 trays with bowls and cups on top for fun
then my bao bei said "DONT drop"
and when i wanted to stop "playing" and put down the tray
i accidentally spilled a full-cup of root beer on her jeans............
the chair and floor and her file ya tio3 root beer.........
like in the middle of the canteen during dinner hour..............
this is like the 3rd time in 2 years that i spilled drinks
first was last year also with my uni friends in the canteen
i accidentally spilled a whole full large cup of ice lemon tea on the table
when i wanted to shift my friend's laptop away in case the drink topples
and i spilled the drink myself instead
then another time was at white sands which i mentioned before
i dropped again a whole full cup of kfc drink in the middle of the shopping complex
and rmb i was alone..............
then now again. what the....... feel like slapping myself

and this afternoon was talking with my friends about soccer
my guy friend was surprised that i do watch soccer sometimes
so he asked me to name 5 manu players
then i happily happily named Rio Ferdinand as "Fernando"
i said "neh the English defender Fernando dunno what "...
and named the goal keeper "David Seaman"
and said AC Millan is in Spanish League
and they all laughed at me
walau eh... cant believe i actually said all those stuffs
when i really do know them. just that i suddenly forgot
haix.. i have no more face to throw liao=(