It has been a stressful and upsetting week at work.
Nothing seems to go right, everything I do seems to get reprimanded.
Sometimes I wonder, if I have the ability to work.
I know what weng wrong, it's not my ability, it's my personality.

"做人不要太好" is something I'm learning to change
I'm not trying to say I'm very nice, it's just that I'm not pushy enough.
TBH, I'm scared to ask people to do things for me or ask them questions, scared I'm disturbing them.
And that is why my projects are stalling.
I know this is not the way but I need time to change.
And perhaps I'm a too "chin4 cai4" person - my expectation is not high enough.
I hafta raise my bar.
haix.. freaking stress-up.
Everytime when my boss asks me to meet him, I'm damn scared.
I know i'm gonna get scolded.
Even if I think my work is fine, I still think I'm gonna get scolded.
Somebody teach me how...