I was extremely bored today and suddenly went to read their blog again, from head to tail. And it proves that I shouldn't have done so. It's not the first time going into that site, in fact it's been a few times already, and everytime it just gets me pretty upset. It is no different today. There's a saying that we shouldn't look at someone's past, the present and the future is the most important. Yes I know, but I just cannot cross that imaginary border of mine, even after so long. Because whatever that's said to me, applies to somebody else too. I wasn't the only one to share those memories. I'm just so 小心眼. But anyway, I guess I'm in no position to be upset anymore. Just want to rant....